December 2010

Flashback Friday: 2010

by Lisa on December 31, 2010 · 31 comments

Thank goodness for Janetha G (2010 brought us the G.) She really got the Flashback Friday going in the blog-world. I may love Flashback Friday’s just as much as I love Janetha.

I absolutely love reflecting on the past. It’s nice to look back and realize that everything does turn out ok. All those huge problems did indeed go away and spring to new wonderful aspects of life.

It’s great when you realize how far you’ve grown in a years time.

2010 was a  year of change and facing fears.

It was a year of overcoming body image, exercise issues, and disordered eating.

It was the year I moved in with my boyfriend of 4 years.

It was a year where I started to question things about my relationship.

It was a year I realized I need to be more selfish and look out for myself.

It was a year I faced fears and started going back to school for Nursing.

It was a year I learned to love veggies.

It was a year I tried yoga for the first time.

It was a year where I ran a race longer than a 10k.

It was a year where I finally embraced being social.

In short, it was a hard year. Facing fears is never easy. Overcoming debilitating issues is hard.

I did it though.

I truly feel like a new person on this last day of 2010.

Let’s get into the nitty gritty of the year.

January

As I look through my posts in January, I realize that not much happened. I had not yet embraced being social. I was still riddled with eating and body issues (which gave me anxiety in social situations). However, it did mark my first semester back as a student. I took Chemistry and Nutrition while working full time.

  • I stated that I would begin Body for Life. That didn’t last long. I was just looking for something. Having a plan that gave me control over food was such a crutch for me. However, I was to the point where if I had to follow a plan, I would immediately rebel and binge. It wasn’t a fun time.
  • I talked about my New Years Resolutions. I wanted to walk Eddie 5 days a week (fail), save $5,000 (didn’t quite make it) and kick butt in school (all A’s and one B…success)
  • I posted my mom’s Body for Life progress pictures. I’m still amazed at her hard work and transformation.
  • I wrote about getting past mental blocks. I had a major one in Chemistry that gave me severe anxiety. Glad I got over that.
  • I joined the Smoothie Stache Revolution.

February

  • I pet a skunk. I’m crazy.

  • I went to an OU basetkball game with Kacy

March

  • I went to a Fetish Ball and an erotic art show. Sean had three pieces in the show. There was naked people, BDSM, penis pictures, belly dancers, and stripteases. In short, a great night. Plus, it taught me a lot about confidence.


April

May

June

  • The couple that slays together stays together. How I became a video game nerd.

  • My grandmother came to town

July

  • I went to the University of West Virginia for work: enjoyed meeting new people, running in beautiful scenery, and tried wild boar for the first time.

  • I shook what my mama gave me. Dancing counts as a workout. Trust me.

September

  • My celebrity lookalikes
  • Spec me out: I got new glasses

October

November

December

Man, December has been tough. I’m ready for it to pass.

There ya have it. 2010 Blog in Review.

Hope you enjoy and that it allows you to catch up on old posts of mine!

Here’s to a happy, healthy and fun 2011. I want to face challenges, fears, learn more about myself and learn to do things for MYSELF.

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Mountain Dew Cake

by Lisa on December 29, 2010 · 53 comments

Yes, you heard me right.

Sean has been begging me to make this for ages. Someone’s wife at his work made it and he’s been hooked since. I had a random box of lemon cake mix in the pantry, so I figured I may as well put it to good use.

It’s really the perfect mix of lemon and lime. One piece is enough for me though. Anymore than that and the taste is just overwhelming. Sean could inhale this stuff though.

The soda makes it really moist and dense and you can’t beat that. Plus, it’s flavorful.

Mountain Dew Cake

1 box Lemon Cake Mix
1 box lemon flavored instant pudding mix
1 can mountain dew (I used diet)
3/4 cup vegetable oil
4 eggs

Preheat oven to 325 degrees.

In a large bowl, combine cake and pudding mix. Add soda, oil, and eggs. Beat at medium speed with electric mixer until smooth. Pour batter into prepared pan.

Bake for 45-50 minutes

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Pretend it looks like this. Similiar, but not this good. The glaze is made of mountain dew and powdered sugar.

I didn’t get to blog about this yesterday, but my mom convinced me to go workout with her and her trainer.

I need to say a few things. I’ve kept up with working out pretty good for as busy as I was these past few months with school and work. But, those workouts were not intense by any means.

Well, about 10 minutes into the workout yesterday, I looked over to my mother with death eyes and said “I do not want to be here right now.”

He put us through some intense circuits and my heart rate got sky high. I’m not used to feeling like I can’t hack a workout, so this was new for me. I pushed through and have a major case of DOMS today.

Classy iPhone Locker Room picture. Don’t be fooled.  This is pre-workout. Post workout we looked like a glorious mess.

The remainder of my time has been spent enjoying myself, reading, and spending time with friends. I’ve gotten invaluable advice the past few days. I’ve come to some conclusions about myself, my relationship and some patterns I have in my life regarding types of people I gravitate towards (romantically).

Therefore, I decided I’m going to see a counselor/therapist. I have a friend who says that therapy has been invaluable for them. Therapy isn’t just for people who have had something traumatic occur. You don’t have to have major life issues. Heck, we all have issues. I’d love for someone completely impartial to look at me and help me work through  some things in my life. I’m actually pretty excited about it.

Lastly, I’ll leave you with two videos of my babies.

Milla and Sean do this every single night. It just might be the highlight of my nights.

What do you think about therapy/counseling? Have you ever utilized therapy or counseling?

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Little Girls

by Lisa on December 28, 2010 · 31 comments

I’ve got some cute little girls in my life.

My goddaughter, Emma

I got to have lunch with this cutie today, Quinn

I think taking picture of babies is the funnest thing ever. Thank goodness all of my friends are having babies right now so I don’t have to. Gotta love playing with them when they aren’t yours.

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This is me trying

December 28, 2010

It’s hard to blog when you have such heavy thoughts going on in your head. This is me trying. It’s hard to eat a balanced healthy breakfast when you’ve gotten used to cookies, a slice of apple pies, or donuts for breakfast. This is me trying. It’s hard to be productive after days where watching [...]

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Flashback Friday: Mrs. Santa Clause

December 24, 2010

In 2007, I was an intern for the Oklahoma City Hornets. Technically, they were the New Orleans Hornets. However, hurricane Katrina derailed the Hornets and they moved to Oklahoma City for two years. Oklahoma City was thrilled. Hosting the Hornets made us feel big-time. Those two years eventually paved the road for Oklahoma City to [...]

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It’s gonna be a good year

December 22, 2010

I love Astrology. I grew up with it–my grandmother would always make me Astrology charts and send me letters about how my moon was in Jupiter or something or other. I loved listening to her. It’s like a magical land or something. I don’t put a lot of stock into it, but never the less, [...]

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The Announcement

December 20, 2010

Thank you all so much for your outpouring of support, well-wishes and words of wisdom on my last post. Today has been a good day. It was 70 degrees in Oklahoma today. What the heezy?! I think on Thursday it could snow. Oh, Oklahoma just can’t make up its mind. My morning started off with [...]

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Every rose has its thorn

December 20, 2010

Bret Michaels knew what he was talking about when he wrote this song. Sure, it was about his stripper girlfriend, but it’s still pretty  applicable to life. My life has been filled with a lot of roses lately, but there’s also been a fair share of thorns. I’ve learned this past week that when thorns [...]

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Dim the lights and turn on the music

December 16, 2010

I love feeling sexy. I love fabrics that makes me feel sexy. I love scents that make me feel sexy. Most of all, I love music that makes me feel sexy. Feeling like a sensual woman makes me feel alive. There’s something to be said for certain beats, melodies, or mood in music that can [...]

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Till next time…

December 13, 2010

My birthday has come and gone and I am officially 26. The weekend was great…for the most part. I’ve been an emotional mess the past week which didn’t help things on my birthday. My birthday weekend also included the world’s worst hangover that lasted well into Sunday night. I’m not sure I’ve thrown up from [...]

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