The start of 2011 has been a rollercoaster of emotions.
I’ve experienced hurt, sadness, confusion, anger, happiness, freedom, courage….and ELATION!
I got into Nursing School!
This has been such a long time coming. I’ve put in a lot of hard work, tears and overcoming fears to get to this place.
I had always wanted to go into the medical field, but somewhere along the way I had convinced myself I couldn’t do it. I wasn’t smart enough. It started in high school when I got a D in math class and dropped out of Chemistry. I didn’t believe in myself or my abilities. I developed a nasty habit of turning and running when the coursework got difficult.
That fear and doubt about my abilities continued into college. I had the medical field in my mind, but I settled on a Communications major. It was easy for me and I never had to push myself. I enrolled in Chemistry only to last for 2 class periods before I gave up. I developed one huge obstacle for myself.
I graduated college taking almost no Science classes and had a great GPA in my Communications degree. I worked for a few years, but the medical itch was always there.
I finally got to a point where I knew I couldn’t keep ignoring it. However, I was terrified. Terrified of starting, terrified of Chemistry, and terrified of failing.
However, I wasn’t getting any younger and it was truly now or never. My first semester was Nutrition and Chemistry.
CHEMISTRY.
I had a panic attack in my Chemistry Lab the first week. I sat in lab, listening to my professor feeling like he was speaking a foreign language. I was convincing myself that I wasn’t smart enough and that I couldn’t do it. My chest got tight and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Tears welled up in my eyes as I started frantically texting my calm to see if she could calm me down.
I found this in an old blog post regarding that night…
It was a tough night, but I know I won’t quit this time. I studied and studied and got help and I’m starting to understand the concepts. I think challenging myself to take this course is something I need. I can’t be afraid to fail….how will I ever succeed if I am so afraid to fail? I know that once this class is over with, I will feel a sense of pride that I haven’t felt in a long time. I will have broken my demon, my mental obstacle.
Truer words couldn’t have been spoken. I remember the elation I felt when I got my first quiz back in Chemistry. I got a 100! It was at that moment I knew I could do anything. I managed, through a lot of hard work, to get an A in Chemistry. It was a life changing moment where I realized that I am the ONLY one who can hold me back. If I put my mind to something, tell myself I can do it, then I can do anything I want.
I used that self assured attitude and powered through 10 hours of classes (Anatomy & Physiology) plus working full time and received A’s in that class.
When I opened up that acceptance letter, I felt such a sense of pride. I did this. Only me. I worked hard, struggled, but moved past it and succeeded.
I will start Nursing School in June. It’s a 14 month accelerated program that will end in a Bachelor’s of Science in Nursing. It’s an intense program and I won’t be able to work.
Bring it. I’m ready for the challenge.
Tell me your most recent accomplishment! I want to be happy with you.
































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Congrats! I know the feeling when it comes to math/science. They don’t come easy to me either, but I am slowly working my way through the ideas of anatomy/physiology/physics to become a personal trainer. I will be so proud when I pass the exam because it will have taken a lot of hard work!
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CONGRATS! So excited for you and this exciting new journey!
My most recent accomplishment: getting a job out here in California. The search was daunting, but it eventually worked out!
Oh Em Gee!!!! So proud of you!!!! My biggest accomplishments have been graduating from LPN School, walking a half-marathon (It was over 4 hours, but hey it’s a start!)
I hope to tell you my 3rd biggest accomplishment when i pass nursing boards in 2 weeks!!!!
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Congratulations!! You will be a great nurse!
Congrats, lady! You’ve been working so hard and totally deserve it!
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Yes Lisa! Congratulations, I am so elated for you!
I’m sure part of the excitement is obviously getting in, but also accomplishing something you weren’t sure you could do at one time. Proving yourself wrong is the most amazing, euphoric feeling.
CONGRATS AGAIN!
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Whooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT IS AWESOME!!! I am so happy for you, only more positive achievements and adventures will make their way to you!!!! It is rewarding to look back and see where we were in our struggles and then see how we overcame and defeated out doubts!!!! Such excellent news!!! I got to my goal weight with weight watchers, and I am pre-determining an outstanding 5K (2nd attmept) practice run on Saturday
I love hearing this! Good for you. Sometimes you just have to get out of your own way, huh? XO
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Hi Lisa,
I just started reading your blog and felt compelled to comment on this post because I’m in an accelerated nursing program too!!! I’ll be graduating in May. I’m going to warn you it will be the most challenging thing you will probably ever endure but its sooo worth it and after reading this post I can tell your determination and desire will get you through it! You’re going to do great and loving the rewarding feeling that comes with being a nurse
That is so awesome!! Congrats!!!
I guess my biggest recent accomplishment was finally getting a job. I had applied to over 100 positions and I couldn’t believe it finally happened. I’m still getting over my fear of going back to school but I’ve finally realized that it is what I really want.
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Amazing–I love your attitude–you’re going to be a great nurse
CONGRATULATIONS!! Your story is so inspiring as I am considering ways to get into the health and nutrition field even after graduating with a different degree!
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CONGRATULATIONS!!! I’m so happy for you!
My most recent accomplishment was buying a house! Woo hoo!
I am SO excited and happy for you!! you so deserve this after all of your hard work – you are going to be such a great nurse!!
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I am so proud of you and so very happy for you. We’re our own biggest critics and you just proved yourself wrong
the most recent thing I accomplished? not puking after a tequila shot.
you win
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Major accomplishment. Last time I drank Tequilla I threw up on myself while driving myself home the next morning….on the highway!
Congratulations!! I am so happy for you:)
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Many many
Congrats!!!!
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Congrats on getting into nursing school!! All of your hard work will pay off when you get your first job in a field that you love!!
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OH MY GOD! So happy for you, seriously. I am starting applications for both PA and Pharmacy school this Spring and when I envision that feeling of getting in, I feel so complete!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
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CONGRATS Lisa!!!!! I am so proud of you for overcoming your fears and going after what your gut was telling you to do. You’re going to be amazing at it!!
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Yay, Lisa! Congrats, girl!
So many congratulations to you!!
I can relate. I likely should be in medical school right now but I was intimidated by CHEMISTRY and changed my major sophomore year of college. I ended up in Family Health which is similar but not the same.
I’m now a dual degree Masters student in Public Health and Social Work, which has been a GREAT FIT. I love promoting macro level health and interacting on a personal level when I can.
I wish you all the best! School is difficult and be open to changing some things in your life (such as eating and working out) because you won’t be able to fit it all in. But you will ENJOY and LEARN and be challenged and it’ll be awesome!
Nurses are fantastic and I’m sure you’ll be a great one!
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CONGRATULATIONS!!!! You are obviously so strong and smart, you go through so many struggles, but never give up. You inspire me.
Congratulations, lady! That is just such absolutely wonderful news and I couldn’t be happier for you – you have worked SO hard to make this happen
Make sure to treat yourself to a lovely celebration!
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Congratulations! That’s wonderful news, and I’m looking forward to hear about your journey through nursing school. And it must feel so good to have gotten through chemistry – it was my worst subject in high school.
As for accomplishments, I feel like I’ve finally gotten the hang of skiing. I used to feel a bit timid, but my confidence has really grown in my last two ski trips, and I absolutely love it now.
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Congratulations!!!! This is SO exciting!!!
CONGRATULATIONS, Lisa! That is absolutely incredible – lots to be proud of and look forward to
Hey I’m a new reader and I love your blog! I can seriously relate to your story. I started college as a political science major with every intention of going to law school. Then I became involved with the world’s worst guy who pretty much convinced me I was too dumb to be an attorney. When we eventually broke up I transfered schools and became a Communications major. I did really well but always felt that I settled with Comm. By my senior year I had some of my confidence back and decided to try to get in to law school anyways. Now I’m in my 3rd year and about to graduate!! Good luck with Nursing school and you should be so proud of yourself. It sounds like 2011 is going to be your year!
CONGRATULATIONS!!! i was almost the same….i never considered medicine because ithought i “just wasn’t cut out for” science classes. it’s amazing how wrong you can prove yourself!
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CONGRATS CONGRATS LISA!!! That’s amazinggg! You will be a great nurse and will be wonderful at helping people – GREAT for you for pursuing this path!
I’m the same way about science but it just shows – > hard work pays off!
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congratulations! this is so exciting. i am very proud of you!
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congrats beautiful!!!! i know you’ve worked hard to get there and will continue to while you work further towards it!!!
my accomplishment as of late? I found out i’m now a field biologist crew leader and am getting my own technician! it’s like being a boss?!!?!?!
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Congrats Lisa! Way to make it happen for yourself!!
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Congrats, that’s so awesome
CONGRATS! That is so, so, so incredibly exciting! You should be extremely proud of yourself, and excited about how many amazing things you’re about to learn.
My most recent accomplishment isn’t totally huge, but I got into my top choice summer dance program. I sprained my ankle a week before the audition (of course), so I was pretty worried, but I made it!
Congrats again!
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Congratulations!!! I think Chemistry was one of the hardest classes for me to comprehend…that and physics! So glad I don’t have to go through THAT again!
A couple of months ago, I took my certification exam in CAT scan. I was only a certified x-ray technologist that worked in the CAT scan department before. Now I am certified in BOTH! It was a difficult studying process and a 200 question exam. I was so nervous, but I set my mind to it, studied until I thought my brain was mush, and passed it with flying colors!
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Oh my gosh, Lisa!! CONGRATS!! I’m so proud of you and I knew that you would do it! You are such as strong person and I know that you can conquer and achieve any goal that you set for yourself. One day you are going to be a wonderful nurse.
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This almost made me tear up. I don’t know you, you don’t know me, but I’m so proud of you!
Congratulations!
Congratulations Lisa! Like the commenter above, I don’t know you in real life, but I’m so excited for you!
Congratulations Lisa!
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Congrats! That is so amazing I am pretty much always feel like professors are speaking foreign languages in courses like Chemistry and any form of math, that’s why I’m a Communications major! I’m glad there are people that you you have a passion for what they want to do and work their booties off to rock the classes that I’m mediocre in=)
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Still SO SO proud of you!
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That’s amazing! Congratulations!
Biggest accomplishment. Admitting I needed help and asking for it. Taking a reduced course load and focusing on my mental health. Maintaining a deans list average while struggling with the above issues.
Congrats!!! That is so incredibly exciting! You definitely deserve this. You worked so hard!
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I’ve totally been stalking your blog through my Google reader for ages now, but I really felt the need to comment on this entry. I’m going through the same thing right now. I started out really wanting to go into medicine in some way, but chemistry was my downfall. (And calculus, which I attempted 4 times and never managed to last to the first test.) I got my bachelors in political science and am working, but it doesn’t satisfy me at all. I’m good at my job, but I’m not happy. I started my first A&P course last month and although it’s really hard, I am absolutely LOVING it. I’d forgotten how much I loved the sciences after all those years of political theory and philosophy.
Congratulations on nursing school. That’s a serious accomplishment. And thanks for this post, it reminds me that I’m my own worst enemy and it gives me hope that I CAN do this, I CAN pass chemistry, and I CAN make it in medicine.
YAYY!! CONGRATULATIONS!! That is so happy
Wishing you all the best!!
That’s amazing. Congratulations and well done! Your determination and hard work has paid off. I’m considering going back to college too, at the grand old age of 27. There are so many things telling me no – lack of money, being out of the habit of studying, my age, job worries, the economy! It’s a hard decision but you’ve definitely made me think over my options again.
GREAT work!!!! So happy for you- you’re making your dreams come true. And PS- you so could have used this post for some sort of application essay. Very motivational.
Trust me, I’ve got some scholarships to apply for (including a blogging scholarship) so I might have to use excerpts from this!
Hurray! Congratulations, Lisa. Way to work past your fears and focus on getting what you really want.
Congratulations!! That’s so GREAT! I’m so happy for you! Doesn’t it feel great to be on your way?!
Congrats!!!! You’ll do great! I’m at a point of not knowing what direction to take next, but this is a great inspiration to never doubt yourself.
Congratulations! Such fantastic news. I always believe that things happen for a reason and what is meant to be is meant to be.
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I’m so so happy for you girl! We need to celebrate
Good for you! You should be so proud of yourself
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WOHOO!!!! Good job missy!!! So proud of you!
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Awesome! Congratulations, Lisa! I guarantee that by the end of this year, you’ll look back on it and consider it one of your best.
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Congratulations and good luck! I’m in nursing school too! Its going to to be hard but you will love it!
Lisa, I’M SO PROUD’A YOU!
I had to mosey over here, not just to read your daily post (as I always do), but to tell you I’VE made a breakthrough in this little breakup hell we’re both going through.
And it even answers your daily question.
I’m proud of me. And you hafta go see today’s post. Right after I wrote it, I realized I had to come tell you, because until now I haven’t had the strength/bravery to face the challenge ahead. Or post about it on the blog.
I’m rambling. Just go look.
And a YAYAYAY for you! I’m skipping.
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Congratulations, Lisa! I’m so happy and excited for you!! Taking the first step to conquer those demons is usually the hardest part. I’m glad that you decided to go for it!! You will be a wonderful nurse.
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I can’t describe how happy I am for you, girl!
You are so strong, and smart and intelligent and hard-working.
Honestly, I feel so jealous too. hehe. I feel like that stuff is so over my head because I am not the best at math and science/ However, I want to be a Physician’s Assistant more than anything. Sometimes I feel like that dream is unreachable when I start thinking about it, ya know?
Well YOU ROCK! and You look like a nurse! hehe. You really do! Your gonna rock this thangggg!
Congratulations girlfriend!!
Congratulations to you! My sister is a nurse and I saw how hard it was for her, she had to be waitlisted to get into the program and she took other classes while she waited, the moment she got accepted was a special one for her.
She recently graduated and I couldn’t be more proud of my younger sister!
Whenever it gets challenging, just remember why you are doing this and keep your eye on the prize.
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Just another reason that I think you are ABSOLUTELY AMAZING

CONGRATS girl!
I hope you got my ‘tweet’
This is such a HUGE step!! xoxo
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Amazing! Both the fact that you got in AND that fact that you faced your challenges head on and WON. Congrats, girl.
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CONGRATS! That’s so exciting. A few of my friends celebrated this accomplishment last spring too & are loving every second of nursing school.
My recent accomplishment: For the Army we have to climb this big, scary, high rope. I have been struggling with it since October and yesterday morning *I made it to the top!* I was ecstatic & my peers were very happy for me as well.
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no one deserves this more than you! congrats, girl! amazing job!
congratulations!!!! thats so exciting girl!!!
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CONGRATS!!!! That is awesome!!!! Your story totally gave me goose bumps because it is true, you can do whatever you put your mind to!! And the best things in life are definitely the hardest! I just so happy for you!
YAY I’m so happy for you!! Wonderful news! My recent accomplishment has nothing on yours – my team nominated me for a mini award for a project i’ve recently closed out – they got me a $25 gift certificate to macy’s – so sweet!
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I am so happy for you! So many great changes happening in your life right now – you worked hard for this and I think that’s very impressive!
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CONGRATS! I am doing the EXACT same thing! I went through college thinking I was way to stupid to handle all that math and chemistry. Wouldn’t you know that when I graduated college last May I decided to take the leap and go for an accelerated program. I am just finishing my prerequisites for my accelerated program and like you, I have gotten an A in chemistry and my first half of A&P as well as my other prereq courses. Although my program would not start until January and will only be 12 months, I know EXACTLY how anxious you must have been waiting for the letter. If I don’t get in, of course I can fall back on my psychology degree, but that’s not what I want to do. So WAY TO GO!! I hope that in June when you start your program I will also receive good news from mine! I know the hard work that goes in to make it possible to get accepted to programs like these and it is not an easy task. Good luck in the next step. You will do wonderfully. I never believed it until now, but you really can do anything you set your mind to. Best of luck!!!
It feels so good to do something you never thought you could do! Good job! Keep me updated ok?!
I am soooooo happy for you!!!! You are going to LOVE being a RN. And as one of the most compassionate people I “know” (haha), you are going to be a wonderful caregiver.
Congratulations <3
I seriously had tears in my eyes reading this!! I am so happy for you and know exactly how you felt taking all those classes. Hopefully, I’ll be writing a similar post to this one in the next couple of months! Congratulations!
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Congrats Lisa! I remember on O2 when you first mentioned nursing school. I’m so proud of you, you have really made this a reality. Way to go! Now go celebrate!
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CONGRATS!!!!! You deserve this more than anyone. Bottle up the fabulous feeling.
Yayayayayayay!!!! As a fellow nurse w/ a purse (hehe), I am so so excited for you!! Nursing is such an amazing profession and you can go in so many different directions with your degree. FNP perhaps??
Congrats lady!!!
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I am so happy for you! What an exciting time. I know you have so much going on, but your future sure looks bright! xo
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WAHOO! awesome job. Nursing school is great you can do it
Congratulations Lisa!! You better be so so proud of yourself and in major celebration mode!
Such great news–so excited for you!! xoxo
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YAY!! Congratulations Lisa!! That’s such an accomplishment! Before you jump in to all that crazy work — take a second to celebrate
I can’t wait to follow all your exciting journeys!
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Congrats on getting into nursing school!! That is so exciting!
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Lisa – CONGRATS!!! I am SO excited for you and so proud of you. I only thought about going back for nursing for a hot minute, and I know how HARD it is to get in. You’re going to be a kick ass nurse.
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Congratulations Lisa!!!! I’m so excited for you and proud OF you…
CONGRATULATIONS lisa!! What an accomplishment! You should be so proud. It is so inspiring that you are going after what you really want to do instead of just settling!!
I am late to the party, but YAY! Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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